Do I need help or is it just a phase?

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 Me: I need help. Do you think psychosis works? Avni ki friend hai. Avni was asking me casually that I should go for a hypnosis session. I need to discuss this

Princy: Why, Yes it helps.

Me: I may have to share my pain with her. I need help.

Princy: What? What’s happening to you?

Me: Emotionally overwhelmed. Not without your permission will I tell her. I know it's a phase. But it's difficult to bear. I urgently need help. Something to help me carry on during this phase.

Princy: What will help you?

Me: I am not sure. Maybe I need to share my burden. May be I need time to pass and till then hold on

Princy: Talking to Avni will help?

Me: I need someone to show my dark side. She's the only friend I'm comfortable with. This time I am feeling like I should have friends to share my burden. But I don't easily open up. 

Me (After some thought) I don't think it will help. Leave it. I'll come out of it But I need your permission if in my weakest time I can share. I think I'll have to undergo this pain to become a great musician and writer. A price I have to pay. But time will heal the wounds. I'm thankful for life to put me through this. I'll cherish this pain. I'm sorry Just a phase.

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