CHAT 2 - FEELING PURE AND JOYOUS

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 Princy:  Are you feeling ok now?

Me: Yes. Better: How about you? I'm feeling pure and joyous. I'm feeling whole, purposeful, inspired. You helped me

Princy: I'm glad. I could help someone in my life. And it's you, who is special to me. Are you coming 16 th? If u coming then only I'll register

Me: Yes. But we will keep a bit of distance.

Princy: Yes.

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